heys.. here to upload some random photo..! but wait la.. i blog first.. LOL..

hmmm.. damn tired today.. feelin damn sleepi.. but i wont slp now! i will wait till tonight.. cox i scare if now i slp le.. later at night cant slp.. haha..

just went down to buy bubble tea, the cream, and a pack.. -.-"

and i got no more money now.. LOL..

aniway.. friday night.. went to bedok jetty wif darlin after his work and all.. went there at 10+.. supposed wanted to fish taman for his sun competition.. end up.. nv la.. caught a few taman and a small fish.. saw HL and TF there.. lol.. as usual.. cycling.. haha.. den till around 4+ den went back.. went to a 7-11 at hougang to buy spagetti! and drinks. green tea la.. -.-" den jiu went back..

so.. sat.. woke up.. slept till 2+. wher darlin earli go work le.. so went to wash up.. as it was raining.. and since i am late.. took a cab down to meet cat and angel! we went to dhoby gaught.. eat pasta mania.. helen was at starhub.. so look for a awhile.. den went back to eat my lunch.. cum breakfast.. -.-" and they gave me a fred perry side bag as my present!! the one i saw tt time and i think it was ex and i dun wanna buy.. and so they dislike seeing me carrying helmet bag whereva i go.. lol.. they wanted me to change my bag there.. haha..

so later went to carrefour.. and walk over to the cathay cineplex.. brought the tix 710.. the show.. "happy feet"! pple may say us payin $9 to watch the penguins.. lol.. but they are cute la..haha.. it also tells pple not to fish around.. not to break their food chain.. dot dot dot..

den before the show.. we slack at ben and jerry! forced to eat ice cream again! =( cox i ate anderson after my lunch at pasta mania.. LOL.. so we ordered three scopes, of the mix and match to share.. LOL..had a fun time playin wif cat silly camera.. hahaha..

so after the show.. we walk angel to MRT.. and when we reach the MRT.. i saw darlin bike past by me.. diao.. den walk wif cat to her bus stop.. and i carry on walkin back to cineplex.. den went back home..

den sun.. morning.. wake up damn earli! cox there is a fun fishin competition held at marina south.. the place wher we go prawning.. so caught 4 fishes.. but nv won.. cox the big big fish eat another pple bait.. =( but its ok.. haha.. darlin de dad also at there..

den afternoon.. i went to fish prawn.. not alot prawn le.. caught a little nia.. sians..

after tt went back.. bath.. and went for dinner wif darlin, his dad and his brother..

den we go buy bubble tea.. and the snail i think is still crawlin his way outside darlin house de corridoor.. -.-"

so not a veri good day.. cox had some quarrels wif him..

so mon.. could not wake up for sch.. was still not happi wif him.. due to sun night.. he woke up late too.. went to work.. on the way.. i called him.. den long story la.. den later he come back home lor..

den oven the prawn.. and den slept.. den later we took a cab to bugis.. walk around.. took pic! the crash machine is recommended! haha.. den later walk around.. walk till the rochor beancurd at near prinsep there.. eat..

and than took a bus back.. and he go buy kachang puteh eat.. on the bus.. dots..

later on reach home le.. den at night his fren called.. jio him go prawning.. wif him and his gf.. so we went to hougang meet them.. and on our way to marina south! its raining.. damn.. and i had a nice bath before i went out k!!!!

we caught more prawns! woahhahaa.. later we bbq there.. caught a milkfish too.. damn small.. use hand de.. lol.. cox when walking to toilet.. the fish jump out.. haha.. bbq it.. giv the guy workin there eat.. he dun wan! so bbq till 3 den reach home..

ready for bbq!



bath again! and slp..

force my self to wake up today.. though i was late for lesson.. diao.. tts why i am damn sleepi now.. got back my structures paper back.. finalli! and i got 75! yeah.. haha. for a last min study.. lol..

den after sch went home lor.. mum at ah ma place also... giv the bag to her.. yawns..

taken at city hall on last fri?


me and helen in lesson.. -.-"


my small cake durin my bday from cat!!! and the rose!


me and cat..


the roses darlin buy for me!


but.. i accompany him go wash bike on tt day!!!!!!! this is the evidence!


most prawn caught.. at night.. sometime last week.. lol..




we cook it..


yummy!


ahwell..

yeepppie..

-.-"

aniway.. 22nd night.. went to eat supper.. den later went back.. slp.. till next day.. when goin eat supper is at midnight le! so its my birthday! LOL.. -.-"

aniway.. nth much.. so thurs, 23.. went to sch.. thx to some of my klassmates who wished me.. and cat who called me at 12midnight.. lol.. and some who sms me too! =D

den so went to bmt.. go halfway i went away.. go bugis meet cat.. and the lecturer din mark my attendance! wadeva..

den meet her.. she brought me a rose and a small cake! haha..

den later walk around.. spend money in the arcade! -.-" play stupid games.. lol..

den later pass mum the CD at bugis..

went to amk wait for darlin..

and darlin brought me a bouquet of 12 roses! wohahha.. and his reaction is so funni.. when he took out his flower and look at cat rose.. diao!

den later went back.. bath.. change.. and went to tampines..

why leh.. go see him and kopi wash bike!!!!!!!! tts how i spend my birthday.. haix.. suan le..

aniway den we went to changi eat nasi lemak! there de ah gua not alot le leh.. saw two onli..

den jiu went back home..

today.. i din knoe why.. i still cant wake up for sch! sux..

darlin fetch me to sch.. and it rains on the way.. so make him gotta wait for rain to get smaller and ends up hes wet when he reached shop.. and was so damn late le.. sorry...

so actualli i went in to klass.. wanted to get measurements paper.. den teacher say in her office.. so i bluff her i go toilet.. and go to buy a btle of green tea go out find darlin..

den later went back.. to klass.. go her office.. alvin was there too.. we are the two whos attendance sux.. and so.. i pass my measurements! but wif a damn lousy grade.. 52.5.. sigh.. got lecture by her.. hee.. she check my other attendance.. and i cant get debared!!! cox if i get debar for more den three modules.. i will be remove from course!!!!!!!!! darn.. and alvin says he will win me in my studies!!!! -.-" cox he din pass his measurements..

so went to fc 1.. helen and tracy was there le.. so they goin to eat finish le.. but they was nice to wait for me go buy food to eat.. haha.. den we went to library.. the rest was there.. in the DVD room.. sian..

Diy pc teacher gettin clevere!!!!! he does not want to mark attendance before he starts his lecture!!!!!!!! damn.. so helen din go for gems.. and she one person waitin for me in the DVD room cox i rented "haunted mansion".. so went to library find her.. and end up my gems no attendance.. lol.

den later after watchin the show.. was 2+ le.. went to toilet.. den we went to foodcourt.. some was there.. den later went to econs.. aniway the show was quite nice.. =)

and surprisingly! i passed my econs!!!! wif 71 percent! LOL.. tts nice.. wif my last min study.. one day before.. so quite contented.. lol.. which i think i will flunk my econs.. lol..

so later.. went to take mrt go home.. cox after takin back the paper.. she let us go home.. dots.. so i wondered why i go sch for.. i dun have attendance for measurements! sigh..

i am gonna study hard le!! goin to sch always.. cox i dun wan my GPA to drop till less den 2.0..

i will try.. -.-' sch fees are ex..

wheeets.. monday night.. went to marina to fish prawn! we used two rods.. one for him and one for me. haha..

not bad i think.. den later we went back.. we prawn till 3+.. -.-" went back le.. we washed the prawn.. and we cook it! LOL.. in a oven.. hahaha.. nice.. and yummy!

so ended up.. tues cannot wake up.. slept till 11+.. diao.. so darlin dun wanna go work.. so we went out shoppin! went to bugis.. den went to vivo.. brought a top at bugis.. den later after vivo.. went to party world at "cha ren"

den go to chinatown there eat fish head.. den went back..

dunno why.. i cant wake up today.. idiot.. -.-" overslept.. till 10+.. lesson ends at 12. so din go sch.. wonder if i pass my papers not.. -.-" hee..

sian..

got photos for the prawn.. but kind of lazi to upload now.. wohahhaa..

sat.. din slept well..

so aniway.. sat night.. went to pasir ris small pond to fish wif darlin lor.. at night.. 11+.. fish till 3.. went to kembagan and eat mee sua.. den slept.. so caught er.. 4 fish? haha..

aniway.. slept till morning.. and was waken up.. cox his relative all come.. because he prayin his ah gong..

den later.. went to motor tiam.. play awhile the pocket bike.. -.-" i admit i dunno how to ride a bike.. diao..

den later went to amk.. and tt silly kept on went to jewellary shop and ask me wad i want for my bday! -.-" wtf... dot dot dot..

den later went back.. 3+.. bath.. and slept..

all the way.. though i got wake up.. tt pig.. is so pig.. he slept and slept.. and does not wan accompany me out.. til later in the night.. got no mood to go out.. den he ask me go out.. end up went back to slp.. diao..

till today morning! woke up.. and go sch.. den after sch came back..

ah ma din cook! my god.. tts so nan de.. so ordered pizza to eat.. woahhahaha..

today is the 20th!!! and my darlin says " ya.. so.. " humph!

finalli finished my last paper ytd.. thurs night went to fishin wif darlin and his frens at pasir ris big pond.. hmm.. he caught one fish.. but his fren nv.. haha.. went till 4+ den reached home..

slept.. woke up late.. 830.. dots.. so he send me to sch... heng reached in time.. saw izy, ina and yu qi at mac.. so ask them why they at there.. they still studyin.. -.-" saw tracy later.. and we walk in to klass.. paper was easy.. read through all ans before.. but tts not the main point.. main point is i forget!!!! fuck..

so was damn tired.. went off after the paper.. took a bus.. reached home.. tabao wan tan mee.. eat le.. went to slp.. could not slp cox at first ah ma and my big aunt was tokin and tokin.. damn.. finalli fall asleep.. den hours later.. angel called me at 4.. -.-"

went to meet her.. and we went to bugis to get cat present..

went to v8 to wait for cat.. and den she come le.. we ordered food.. eat le. tt stupid woman wanna go marina square pass his big bro the camera.. -.-"

so no choice lor.. walk there..

darlin finalli call me le.. after his work.. at first was fine.. but ended up quarrelin..

ya.. something is wrong wif me..

so went to wait for bus at 8+.. and jane den call me... knn.. went to attica.. den end up she ask me work upstairs.. 1030..

the rest i dun wish to say..

so.. workin was alright. fuckin tiring..

ended work at 6+.

waited for a cab damn long..

finalli reach home..

bath...

he went out wif his frens.. go boat quay till 5 den reach home.. ha... think he falls asleep cox he din reply my sms..

so should i sms him now? hmm.. lots of things running in my mind now..

mayb i should go and slp now.. ha..

fucked up day..

hmm.. tuesday.. everythings ok le.. met darlin at night lor... but din realli tok also.. den wed.. morning. he send me to sch.. had structures paper... kaox... the calculation one question 15 marks sia! damn... hope can pass..

so after the paper.. went back tpy.. slept.. till noon wake up.. studied for measurements.. den later at night.. meet darlin le... went to eat.. at lor 4? i dunno wher.. lol.. tpy there de hawker.. den later eat le.. went back.. study abit.. den slp..

so today morning.. i woke up withought the alarm! den went to sch there de jumbo coffeeshop eat prata.. while he eat nasi lemak.. den later went to sch for the paper..

after the paper went back home.. slack till now.. blog.. hee..

need to go work tml.. =( goin to help jane teach a new cashier frm monties..

sigh.. thought i could have a good rest.. and accompany my darlin after i meet up wif cat and angel tml night.. but den.. still.. i am nice.. so go help jane loh.. since sat i got nth to do.. den she always ask me i always reject.. den can shun bian go take pay... give my darlin miss me more. LOL.. -.-"

ok.. so tml my last paper!!!! good luck..woahhaha.. i haven study.. i am sleepi.. so tonight may accompany darlin go fishin.. =)

argh.. damn fucked up now.. even after a bath.. ya..

woke up late today morning.. but managed to get to sch in time.. as he sends me to sch.. so later.. went for my econs paper.. smsed him to ask him can wait den we go eat after my paper.. as i know i will finish this paper quite earli.. as i knoe i wun knoe how to do..

after my paper.. read his sms.. and he said tt he at work le.. k fine.. ask him why cox he say he scare SP will check him.. no matter how many times i tell him is impossible.. he jux cant get it.. so i was angry.. he says he would wait for me tml or the day after or anything.. so wads the point.. my paper will not finish as earli as today.. so i smsed him.. tellin him why..

so.. as i throw my temper on him jux now.. i intended to go and find him for lunch.. so took a train down.. i feels tt i force him to meet me like tt la.. of some things i sms him.. so later reach amk le.. i did not wanna go to the shop.. waited outside some place..

waited for half an hr around 11 he came.. tellin me he need to finish doin a bike cox cust takin at 12.. so i say ok.. u go do.. actualli wanted to wait for him outside.. den he not realli happi and walk off.. so i went to wait for him at shop..

he walk himself and i just walk behind.. and of cox.. i went down all the way find him.. seein him walkin by himself.. cox i am not happi.. fine.. nvm..

and i am damn hungry at tt time.. nvm..

went to shop.. waited for him finish the bike le.. he dunno doin wad.. so later another cust came... and he need to help do his bike first.. so waited till 12+..

went over ask him wad time he will finish. he say take out this le den ok le.. so fine.. waited..

den we go eat.. so i got back my gastric problem.. i think he knows it.. but he cares? nah.. he later ask me wad i wan eat..

so after eatin.. went to have a smoke.. den we go off...

i say i wanna go cheers buy thing.. den he follow.. and he continue his way back to the shop.. till i stop him and say i goin home.. and he jux say " ok bye"

WADTHEFUCKIDOWRONG?

he DONT even sms me later..

ya.. maybe i should not even go down and find u at all in the first place.. haha.. mayb i am too stupid to think tt it be alright.. =) ya.. i am the one who give temper first.. so i gave in.. and go down to find u.. but.. wad i get in the end.. makin myself more angry.. not havin the mood to study at all..

jux dunno why i am in such a mood today.. things accumulated makin me more and more angry.. argh..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and he does not care.. maybe i'm not worth? i dunno..

maybe is just purely my own fault..

wheeetz.. now raining damn heavily.. haha... jux came out from a bath..

aniways.. friday.. phoneless day.. lol.. went over to find darlin.. den later see him wash bike.. and we go eat.. den go back.. did i go fishin? hmm.. i foget le leh.. think have la.. punggol park.. lol..

den sat.. went to tpy.. slack there.. -.-" study abit.. den at night darlin come over.. den sunday.. wake up le.. accompany darlin go eat.. and knoe wad!!!! he went to say hi to the "guy" omg.. "he" is always at amk ave 10.. standard.. den the "guy" smile at him.. another incident.. he says kenny say hi to "him" on sat.. and "he" ask kenny got miss him not in chinese.. omg.. -.-"

so after accompany him at shop do bike.. den we went to eat.. cox supposed we goin to eat de.. den he go say hi to "him" den dunno why suddenli fan wei.. so do finish bike den go eat.. and his cousin so funni.. lol.. teach me how to ride the pocket bike.. hahhaa..

den later went over to desmond house downstair.. saw his baby.. so cute.. lol.

den later went back to his house.. go buy things.. den go eat.. den went back.. den later went down to void deck study at night.. -.-" den i buy coffee.. so end up i cant slp after i dun wanna study! damn...

so slept in the end.. for a couple of hours.. luckily manage to wake up.. while darlin slp like pig! lol.. den later he send me to sch.. before tt go coffee shop seat awhile..

paper was ok.. din do one question.. damn.. -.-" hopefulli can pass.. wohaha. tml paper sure die! ECONS!!!!! haix..

aniway after today paper.. went over to darlin shop.. den we went to eat.. or he see me eat carrot cake.. -.-" den he go back shop le.. den ahwile later i went to take cab home.. he was so scare when the "guy" walkin past.. lol.. who ask him go disturb "him"! lol...


so i am free.. i am sleepi.. i haven study econs! hai..

but i shall post some random pic.. lol..



darlin and me at kenny house downstairs



hehe..



too borin.. taken while at koufu @sp with helen..



my lecturer loves this.. lol

after finished blogging on tues.. went to meet darlin as usual.. den at night go fishin at punggol.. i think.. is tues.. lol..

den wednesday! reached home.. do e learning.. haha.. den at night.. went to eat wif darlin.. den nv go aniwher le..

thursday.. finalli finished my elearning.. except! the measurements elearning tut.. and the proj for econs.. and the rest is done! spend some time lookin through measurements notes.. kaox.. all so luan.. hai.. -.-" den his mama got cook.. so went to eat .. den at night... too bo liao.. go mustafa shop.. lol.. he brought a degreser for his engine onli.. den went to prata shop.. as i got a sudden gastric pain.. so cant walk.. so go eat smth.. eat le.. still not feelin well.. duhs.. den went back to darlin place..

today.. wake up le.. now at home.. slight rain.. yawns.. haven touch my books..lol.. ah gong and ah ma jus went to see a doc.. my uncle bring ah gong go to tan tock seng i think.. i also dunno.. hee. while my big aunt bring ah ma go circiut road there..

so now.. left me and my aunty at home.. sian.. rainin more heavily le.. feel like goin down to buy bubble tea jux now.. but.. see the rain.. sian..

i wanna watch cartoon! -.-"

its time to finish all this craps.. aniway. wanted to change blog skin for damn long.. no time la.. cannot blame.. i got no designing de cells in me.. lol..

plus i forget take my hp back today.. diao.. darlin take le.. den he forget pass to me when droppin me off.. !!! so i am phoneless now.. wohahhaa..

sometimes... i feel afraid.. afraid of losing u one day.. how i wish that this could last forever.. and i will try.. till the day.. u gave up on me.. i gave up on myself too..
loving you till the end of time..

yawns.. long time since i blog.. haha.. since i quite free now.. lazy do elearning.. but completed most of them le.. haha.. stupid sia.. thought all multiple attempt.. den measurements is not! den i go click submit withought doin any quest.. -.-" kaoz.. dunno the lecturer wanna help me open not.. sian..

aniway.. last week... wed to fri as usual.. wed never go sch.. overslept.. den thurs got go sch.. fri.. idiot one.. reach at 8+ den found out start at 9.. den nv go prac or tut somemore! damn.. den so.. saw chun and xy.. so went to eat mac.. den later helen come..

fri.. after sch.. went back home.. den later meet darlin.. din go aniwher.. my silly darlin injured his head.. -.-" den so acc him go see doc.. and he does not wanna tell me on the phone! haix.. den went back slp..

sat.. went to fishin.. at punggol park i think.. haha.. caught lots of prawn.. before tt went to the usual place to catch some guppy.. den slept quite late..

sunday wake up at noon.. 12+.. den went to JB! went to holiday plaza.. cox there got pple look after bike.. so safer.. den went to JB eat kfc.. lol.. den later shop around.. and it rain.. -.-" so stayed there.. brought a top.. den brought some food.. den later 6+ no rain le.. den went back to singapore.. reach back.. not hugry.. so nv eat..

den at night went to punggol park again.. den go there.. fishin! no fish.. -.-" catch small de "sun hock"

den monday.. darlin late for work.. so he go work.. den i take cab home.. do elearning.. and slp.. till night.. den darlin come fetch me.. and we go bishan park to fish.. there alot of ants.. damn.. den got lobster! but catch bu dao.. lol.. den later went to punggol.. den got small rain.. but we continue to stay.. there got a big fish i think.. but than dunno why run away.. with the bait! lol.. den later go 401 eat.. eat le.. den jiu go home.. 4+ reach sia..

so today.. slp till 1+.. wake up.. den cab back to tpy..while darlin earli go work le.. reach tpy at 3+.. go ntuc buy eggs for my ah ma.. den buy bubble tea.. buy facial foam.. walk home..slack infront of comp. till jux now den do e learning.. lol.. still got a case study, measurements, and GEMS de haven do.. sian..

den now online.. darlin today seems so busy.. hmm.. now adays la.. not today onli.. haha..

think tts all bah.. it seems to be raining every now and than.. diao..